New Start

Its a new start for me. I used to be so good at writing, so I am trying to pick it up again.
Let us see. What is going on in my life? The weather always seems like a good place to start for any conversation.
It used to be so nice. Now I wake up in the morning and cringe because cold air is leaking through the three inch crack in the window. It is toasty warm in my bunk until I swing my feet down and feel the river of negative weather pull me along. So I dash to the bathroom in hopes of out running the river of cold that tries to freeze me. The bathroom at 6:30 in the morning is the only privacy that I get all day long, that, and when all my roommates decided to stay out past curfew and I accidentally lock them out. But it is short lived and soon I must wade through that river and undress myself. I stiffly try to put my frozen clothes on. Once I am dressed its nap time until class starts. When I open the door a waterfall of cold splashes on me and I pull my little jacket tighter around me hoping it will keep me afloat. Why do I wear this little jacket instead of my wonderful D.I. coat? Because the weather is a trickster and changes its mind more than a crack changes boyfriends. It might be a frozen river in the morning, but a sea of lava in the afternoon and warm all night long. The kind of warm that allows you to sleep, but not fully. You are cold enough that you need a blanket, but all of your blankets are too heavy because soon you begin to sweat and you can't afford to wash your p.j.'s at 1.50 a wash.
yup thats it
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sunday

well,
i am sitting in my grandmother's house and i am miserable. we butt heads on so many things and she is so bossy and she tells everyone my business. people i dont even know are asking me about going to the dentist and what my plans are for the future when i didnt tell them. its kinda intrusive. so i push buttons like sitting in her chair and using the foot rest. oh man that makes her mad but she won't let it show cause shes the martyr hahaha or ill watch cnn which drives her up the wall *devilish laugh*. it makes me mad when she talks bad about people shes see that have tattoos or smoke cause i know a lot of people that are better than people who dont do that kind of stuff. and if i have to watch the price is right or wheel of fortune again im going fling myself out of a moving helicopter.
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Too-dae

im trying to write in my blog better.
i was thinking in the shower, like i usually do, and that can be dangerous, about when i go back to the states, my mom is going to buy me a whole bunch of stuff to make sure that i am comfortable in my dorm room, but none of it is going to be MY stuff. its going to be my parents stuff. It seems hypocritical to me to say that i am an adult and independent when none of the things that i own are mine.
so i logic says that i won't be an individual, independently thinking person until i get out of college. tarnation. oh well its step i guess

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hi

so i guess its been a while since my last post
i just got back from my friend joes house. we lit a penguin on fire
as well as my foot hair. we also ran through a yard because we threw
our penguin, gloria, over the fence. whoops. well here some pictures
yup :)
cant wait to graduate. im finished with all my AP exams and now im done
basically. im not going to prom, i wanted to go paintballing instead, but there
are no trips going on so ...

take luck

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ITs been a while

ok so i have a boyfriend
i dont know how that happened but it makes me happy :)
hes the one with black hair

this is how i feel right now
i hate writing essays
and school
but i like monty python
and stripes ...

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Sunday